I'm ending this blog. Everyone been calling it a ghost town and shyt like that. lmao. So i went and started up shop sumwhere else... Take ya azz over there...

Just puttin sumthin up. nuthin new has happened in the past few days. just fuckin snowed on Tuesday. couldnt believe that shyt. middle of March and it fuckin snows. thats crazy. lol. well nuthin new to report. either that or i just dont feel like typin shyt.

Right now eatin breakfast @ 330pm. lol. Bacon, omelette, and potato bread. Prolly go to my pops crib later to watch WMXX. thats if he orders it tho. he not sure yet. my moms apologized for her actions a few mins. ago and that felt good to hear. but her actions that nite were also sumwat of a wakeup call for me @ the same time.

Well that day after i went to my father's house(Wednesday), my moms came in my room beefing about talkin to my father about this and that. I'm like well he decided he wanted to tell me this and that. and she all mad and shyt like that. im just sittin here like wtf. so tha convo kinda irked me a bit.

Thursday Nite was one of the worse days I ever had in my life. There were so many things that were said it stressed me the hell out and i almost had a fuckin asthma attack. Well this was cuz my moms once again said sum stuff to me. But this time it reallly hurt my heart to wa she was sayin to me. Thus i was so lost inside and didnt know what to think or do about it. This was all around 1130pm that nite. She was spazzing on me and my steppops. She cursed me and him out. She cursed him out mutiple times. She was like she was tired of this and that. she broke the mirror in their bathroom. i couldnt take it. i had to take a shower and get out the crib. i packed sum stuff up and left my crib around 1am. Cuz if i would of stayed there longer i would of had to go to the hospital for my asthma. and i didnt want to go through that shyt. cuz for my asthma to act up and the shyt aint act up in years, i had to be out of there. After i left i called shorty on the cell as i walkin to the train station. yo i was so hurt inside i broke down and cried. and i couldnt stop for a good minute either. But thankly she calmed me down and was there for me. and i appreciate that more then she could know.

When i got to the train station i got off the cell and was like i call her back when i got back above ground. yo i spent mad time waiting for the train. i got to my boy's crib like 230am i think. i told em wa happened and wa not. cuz thats my best friend there and i can tell em everythin. and he talked to me and stuff. we ate, chilled, and went to sleep.

Next morning(Friday, yesterday), i basically chilled w/ him for sum part of the day. we went to his old job to pick up his last check. and then we ate Subway. and then who walk into Subway while we eating... Kyle's mom and his sis. Kyle is one of our cool pplz. and his fam is coo. his mom is coo and all. but she stay downplaying pplz sumtimes. like she feels no1 is better then her kids. and tha shyt is fucked up. but anyway. we talked for bit and so on. more happened yes2day. but wasnt big deal. lol.

Yea loook, smile, and wish u had my dog...... LMAO......

Well Tuesday i went to my Pop's crib to go talk to him about sum things i needed to know for finanical reasons pertaining to me. but i wanted to talk to him on a one on one basis 1st. but everytime i did there was pplz around him @ the time. so i just chilled over for a good bit. played w/ my lil brothers, fam folx, and felt asleep mad different times. lol.

Here go my lil cuzin. she like 8 months old. big baby. lol. she so cute.

Yea i kno i aint updated my blog in a week. so many times i said i was gona do it, and i didnt. smh. just too lazy to get on here and do the shyt. and i dont wana get like that. i wana try to update it as much as much.

I aint do anythin 2day. I slept half the day away w/ my radio blasted. so i didnt hear sum calls pplz made to me. and when i tried to get out the bed sumtimes i was too fuckin tired. So 2day was sleep day, lol. Then alittle earlier like 2hrs ago i was in my parents room cleaning sum shyt up on my PC, and watchin the NBA on ESPN.

I was feeling real good yesterday. i went to check out this tech institute in Manhattan. Its seems to be a nice establishment and i can learn all about computers and nothing but computers. im like thats wazup. They have between three programs i want to get into. They are either Computer Programming, Computer Tech, or Multimedia Design. If i take Design I will have to learn how to use the Mac OS. Cuz im so used to the Windows format i grew up on. But thats all ok though. This means i can farther my knowledge on both sides of the computer world. Plus i think the Powerbooks(MACs) look way better then the IBM Thinkpads(Windows). But if i do decide to go there i may pick this program.

Computer Programming would be a good field to be in cuz i can learn so much info. I can learn HTML, Javascript, etc. I feel by takin this course i would farther my knowledge so much in computers. I want to major my career in the computer technology field.

Now the Computer Tech thing is on my mind too cuz i feel i can help people out. I mean here and there pplz ask me to help them install this, or do that for them. But I will see how this all pans out.

Stay Tuned...........